Valentines Day

Well today is Valentines Day! My husband is at work for another hour and I can't wait for him to get home. Yesterday Tim had an edible bouqet delivered to my work and it was SO good! And healthy :) Tim is so great! Every Saturday he drives me to work and we have coffee together before I start my workday. So yesterday when he came to pick me up and started driving across the street to southdale, when I asked why were going there he said "well you have to have something to wear to dinner tonight!" Ahh so he took my shopping then he suprised me by taking me to dinner, the little itallian restarant where we had our first date :) After dinner we went to the movie "valentines day", the movie was good but not quite what I expected...it was more about being dissapointed in your realationship then being madly in love.

So at the end of this month Tim and I will be married 6 months! I know it's not that long but I can't believe it's already been 6 months! But on that note we have not gotten more then 10 pictures back from the photographer! It really makes me mad... I mean 6 months thats a little crazy! I wish that we could've gone with the photographer I wanted but when you aren't the one paying the bill I guess you don't have much say right? Oh well I guess...Tim and I decided that when we reach our goal weight we are going to have my dress taken in and rent him another suit and retake some wedding pics..haha! Our closest friends and family know of the struggles Tim and I have been having with acheiving one of our biggest dreams in life and going through this struggle together has brought us closer together then I could ever imagine, and made me realize how much I really do love Tim. Don't get me wrong I have loved Tim since a month after we started dating but the love of a new relationship, and love you have once you move in together, once you get engaged, once you get married and once you go through this, LOVE is constantly going to another level and it feels so great to know that I am married to the man I am meant to be with for the rest of my life!! This past week I have realized that even though I heard it a million times I am fully understanding that the decisions, struggles and heartbreak you go through in your whole life really do affect you later on...I'm so grateful that my husband has been there to hold my hand and stood by my side waiting for me to break down all the walls I had built up mostly over the past few years. All in all I am so IN LOVE with my husband!

So I haven't been home since Christmas and its really starting to wear me down...I miss being home so much and somedays wish Tim and I could just pick up and move there! Last night Tim and I were walking through the garage at our condo and the smell of dust and grease made me miss home so much! Tim just laughed at me... But we both agreed we need to make a trip to the farm sooner then later. On that note I got a phone call from my beautiful niece yesterday to tell me Happy Valentine's Day and that she was "going the movie theater" then we had a almost 5 min conversation...I can't believe she getting to be such a big girl! I miss her more then anything and I promised her that I would come home Wednesday morning, and she said we can play barbies at GG's (Grandmas) house.

Tim and I are also waiting to hear if our offer on a house in Savage was accepted! This house hunt is becoming so stressful! This is our 4th home we've put an offer in on and we seen easily more the 150 homes! Every home ends up being a bidding war... someday we will have a home and a puppy :) But I'm starting to think we might have to rent for another year...our lease actually ends today, but the owner of our condo agreed to let us rent month to month but only until May...so we will see if we can find a house and close on it before then otherwise we may be renting for another year.